I appreciate the advice VERY much.
I think I will head for the ER, I fear I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
I believe I will sell all my stuff to raise the cash to start over someplace else.
I don't have many years left and I'll be dammed if I'm going to spend them in misery at the hands of another abusive person.
Sir….PLEASE DO! Once you take back control of your life and stop letting others dictate your happiness you will feel significantly better!….everything else good will follow.
Get some help so you can have clear and concise thoughts and act with intent. These times, while they feel endless, are merely speed bumps along the road of life.
Please feel free to reach out to me if I can be of any help.
