Sounds like depression l. I'm dealing with it too lately and it's not my normal state. It's tough but I have to force myself to do something productive each day. Industry is the best remedy. I'm in chronic pain from an autoimmune disease and don't sleep well. It's the lack of sleep that catches up with me. It's my kids that keep me going but they are still young and need me. At least that's what I tell myself. There's always a better day right around the corner.

Bb