I appreciate the advice VERY much.
I think I will head for the ER, I fear I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
I believe I will sell all my stuff to raise the cash to start over someplace else.
I don't have many years left and I'll be dammed if I'm going to spend them in misery at the hands of another abusive person.
Your own happiness does not depend on others. Your intolerable conditions are not the fault of others. No matter where you go, there you are. Grab your courage in both hands and take responsibility for yourself and your future. Fix yourself first.
