I appreciate the advice VERY much.
I think I will head for the ER, I fear I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
I believe I will sell all my stuff to raise the cash to start over someplace else.
I don't have many years left and I'll be dammed if I'm going to spend them in misery at the hands of another abusive person.
My kids come first. I'd fix that issue right now. My grandkids are the most important people in my life. I treasure every minute with them. Have you connected with them lately ?
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