Weak.
You were a fat boy back "in the day" or are one now. You fascination is based upon self-loathing.
You're not clever and you're not convincing.
Freud you ain't.... I'm 5'8"/169#. Right now I wearing one of the many pairs of woodland BDU pants I had when I retired, size SMALL. I have porked out though, I can't carry a G19 IWB in them anymore. What a lardazz.