So, if I believe the Good News and in Jesus Christ, and die and there is no heaven, then I'm dead and gone like everyone and have lost nothing.
If I die this earthly death and go to heaven, I wont spend eternity with Hillary and Zero and Piglosi.
So, I prayed for CHRIST to come into my heart and give me belief and a hope and faith and HE did, else, I would not have it. I would not be able to believe.
Believe it or not, it's made me a better person than what I was in high school and college. I couldnt believe in the Good News without HIM.
HE is real to me.
You need a lot more than God. I guess your god says its ok to be a racist bigot!