I'm confident you will be back to tell everyone how God tells you things he doesn't tell others. You are so immersed and comforted in your own fragile bubble delusions you couldnt bear to give them up. The only optIon you see is to keep perpetuating them No matter how absurd or rediculous they make you appear...typical trait of desperate God botherers is to double-down on their BS rather give it up... You will plunge into denial and retaliate in indignation simply to defend your own dented pride and ego. Essentially just a tired old repeat of the TF49 approach the CF has come to know.
Seems to me that you are angry ... you are again "venting your spleen."
"To vent one’s spleen means to air one’s grievances, to make enraged complaints, or to express one’s anger."
If the "God botherers" make you upset ... why are you here?
You are like a moth drawn to a flame... you cannot leave Christian threads alone....Some sort of self abuse?
The tax collector said: “Lord Jesus, have mercy on me, a sinner.” Jesus said he went home “justified.”