My Best Friend took his life almost 3 years ago. He was a avid hunter and shooter probably the most gifted shooter I have had the pleasure of knowing whether it was a Rifle , Shotgun, Pistol or Bow he was hard to beat. Excellent hunter as well. We shared many a great hunt and spent a lot of time shooting. If you had ask me 5 years ago if he would ever of killed himself I would of said no way. He had it all he had a paid off farm and equipment. Three beautiful daughters and a beautiful wife. But watching him slide downhill from depression and beer was the hardest thing I have ever seen. He once told me he knew he was depressed and if he could fix it he would. I have had a family member try to kill themselves and failed. The kind of hell they are going thru cant be explained.


I've always been different with one foot over the line.....