I used to think it was the most selfish act in the world, I said that aloud and even after my own girlfriend in college shot herself in the chest with a 12ga and I went several years thinking if I had only known the pain she had inside I might have been able to help.
She was beautiful, so sweet, soft spoken and a devastating loss to me.
Over time I came to realize the pain is real and they simply cannot stop themselves.
Sorry to hear that. It is hard to wrap one's head around, in so many ways. Damn.
The DIPCHIT ADD, after a morning of drinking:
You despair, repeatedly, constantly! daily basis? A despair ninny. Sack up, despire ninny.
