God proved how much He loved us on that cross,and He desires to have a relationship with you.
I would not trade knowing Him for anything this old world has to offer,not knowing about Him,but really knowing Him.
Why do you resist Him so much if you really don't believe He exists? All the energy and effort you put into resistance imply that you are trying to convince yourself you're right.
It is your choice,you do choose,whether you like it or not.
