Friend I have news for you, really good news. Righteousness or right standing with God comes through faith in Jesus Christ not by being good or going to church. He just gives it to you for believing. (Ephesians 2:8). The chit cleaning has already been done, and you have done nothing that God does not already know about and can handle.
You are operating under the misconception of "genuinely good Christian folks" of which there is no such thing. There are only dirty black hearted fu-kers that God counts as righteous for the sake of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Please read the first 8 chapters of the book of Romans with that in mind.
This was well worth re-posting IMHO.
Wow the wheels sure fell off this one suddenly.
This sounds as bad as Ricky & me discussing politics !
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