On a serious note. Do you have any idea just how unhinged you've become?
Dead serious. You need to walk away from the social media, youtube and everything in your life causing you this unhealthy level of bitterness and angst and seek some professional help.
Mentally, you do not seem to be in a good place right now.
You didn't use logic or reason to get into this opinion, I cannot use logic or reason to get you out of it.
You cannot over estimate the unimportance of nearly everything. John Maxwell
