Barak.....you need to seriously consider some psychiatric counselling and possible treatment. To post the first paragraph you wrote, on a open forum, was dangerously stupid and to believe your follow-up self serving comments as to a new found maturity has somehow ameliorated your psychotic delusions and paranoia is even more troubling.
Get some help or separate yourself from the normal, innocents in your family.
The ONLY change I'd make to that would be to add "and society" to the last request.
