Act with kindness and restraint, as you have been.
I am starting to question my wants and needs to stay in this relationship.
You have children, she bore them. The interests of the children ALWAYS comes first.
As long as you have the resolve to end it if and when it needs to be ended so be it.
Sometimes life sucks, thats just he way it is. Avoid feeling sorry for yourself and you'll survive.
Obviously you cannot expect her the way it is to bring you any contentment or happiness. Most likely that isn't going to change in the foreseeable future.
Therefore you gotta start building that path for yourself.
Birdwatcher
