You have not "searched" for God in the only place He can be.
Your studies of various religions was an exercise in futility if your true aim was to find God.
So are you saying that God is an obligant symbiont? First I've heard of an Omnipotent being as such.
Curdog, lets consider what you are saying.
If God can only exist within a person, he is not omnipresent, nor can he exist outside space and time. Since by your definition he cannot reside outside space and time, you've disqualified him as the first cause.
You didn't use logic or reason to get into this opinion, I cannot use logic or reason to get you out of it.
You cannot over estimate the unimportance of nearly everything. John Maxwell
